It's about 2 days later now, and just so you know I never did fall asleep...
So I’m sitting on a plane right now. Everyone is asleep. I’m bored. That’s pretty much it for the moment. I have no Internet on this plane so I’m typing this in Microsoft word and I guess I’ll upload it to this blog later.
Thoughts and questions of the moment
- 1. My life is kind of awesome. 2 weeks ago my mother and I decided to randomly jet off to London over the vacation and we’re actually doing it.
- 2. Sometimes we really are the Gilmore Girls.
- 3. Why are the words “Internet” and “Microsoft” capitalized? I guess Microsoft is a name, but why Internet?
- 4. I feel like Carrie Bradshaw right now. Is it weird typing late at night about my thoughts makes me feel really cool?
- 5. Why is it that I can never sleep when I’m supposed to? I purposely prevented myself from falling asleep on my connecting flight to Chicago, because it was a short flight and I wanted to be able to sleep on this long one, but now I can’t sleep anyways. Everyone around me is asleep and were somehow (with all the time changes) landing in London at 6 a.m. and I’m going to have to walk around the whole day on no sleep. London better have good coffee or I’m going to die.
- 6. I’m happy to be all caught up on gossip girl! What an accomplishment! Haha
- 7. I don’t care how fat they are going to make me… I love oreos…so much
- 8. I hate that when I don’t have stress it doesn’t feel right so I think I must be forgetting something
- 9. I need to remember to be a kid
- 10. I think that the universe has been trying to tell remind me to be a kid
- 11. I actually enjoy reading
- 12. I actually enjoy reading crappy teen novels
- 13. I only enjoy reading about love
- 14. Why is everything else but love boring?
- 15. I wish I was more cultured, but culture bores me
- 16. Does anyone actually enjoy culture?
- 17. All my thoughts always lead me back to the same question of what I see/hear/smell/etc is the same as what other people are seeing/hearing/smelling/etc
- 18. Sometimes I wish I had a reality show or something to show all the moments when I feel cool (such as the one right now)
- 19. I miss my friends
- 20. I miss my friends a lot
- 21. I hope my friends don’t have too much fun without me
- 22. I hope people miss me when I’m not there
- 23. I hope people notice when I’m not there
- 24. I hope people wonder where I am when I’m not there
- 25. I hope I am a little bit of a mystery
- 26. Sometimes I think nobody knows anything about me, but then I realize how obvious everything about me is and it’s a little disappointing
- 27. I’m so happy the flight attendant just brought me water
- 28. I was thirsty and didn’t even realize!
- 29. Maybe I should be a flight attendant? The CW show about flight attendants made there lives look awesome but I doubt its really like that…
- 30. I wish I was alive to fly on planes back in the day when people dressed up for them and everyone would drink and smoke on the plane like a big party
- 31. Back to what I was taking about before, it’s confusing when you move somewhere new because you’re used to everyone actually knowing everything about you, but when you move nobody does. You make friends and you forget they didn’t know you back when you were a fat, ugly little girl. It makes you wonder whether they would have been your friend. It makes you wonder if people had known you then, if they would approve of you now. It’s not like I was some awful person that nobody talked to before, but my life was different. I’m not used to boys who actually know me having any interest in even talking to me. But I guess they don’t really know me. Its just like how the random boys liked me when the ones in school never did. These are the random boys. They don’t know me. I know that nobody knows me, but I wonder if they think they do?
- 32. My mom just waved at me……
- 33. WHY IS EVERYONE ASLEEP?! IM BORED!
- 34. I want to get up to the front of the plane and tell everyone whose awake to come sit with me and talk to me and we can all share our life stories and become best friends
- 35. Remember that time I woke you up?
- 36. That was to you. Because I’m sure at some point I have woken you up.
- 37. I think the reason I’m a morning person is because when I was younger I went to my friend’s house in the morning sometimes and her mom had always been up for always and done something really productive like bake cookies or something and I wanted to do that too
- 38. This list could go on forever
- 39. Maybe I should stop?
- 40. Ok I’m on number 40 so I’m going to go back to reading a book about teenage summer romance and hope my life turns out just like the girl in the book who finds the perfect boy and they fall in love and live happily ever after…sound good? Good Night! Let’s hope I can sleep for a bit!
